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About Me Member Deviant of Many Talents cassondra joFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Devious Journal Entry

Sun Sep 6, 2009, 10:02 PM
he says:
"Why are you crumbling?
....I don't understand..."

I say:
I don't know if I can trust you anymore.
I needed you a lot these past few weeks.
I don't know why, but I have.
but you were never there. you were always with HER.
= crumbles.
it's like...my hopes were up to talk to you, to see you, to be with you, and they were gone.
= crumbles.
it's not the jealous ex thing.
it's not that I'm desperately in love with you.
I needed a friend. I needed a friend to hold me and tell me everything will be okay. I needed a friend to tell me that I won't be alone when we go back to school, that I'll have someone there for me.
but no. you said you'll be with me "sometimes"
what, are you keeping up appearences? have to keep HER happy? is that why you can't sit with me at lunch and hang out with me?
to look good?
to stay away from the "bitch/the whore/the backstabber" which supposedly = me?

  • Mood: Unheard
  • Listening to: blood rushing through my ears.
  • Watching: salty crystals puddle on the desk.
  • Drinking: your blood through a straw.

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you melt my ice cold exterior with your fiery fingertips.

Devious Info

  • Favourite band or musician: Shinedown. A7X. All Time Low. Paramore.
  • Favourite genre of music: popish emoish punk rock
  • Favourite game: Pokémon. Zelda.
  • Favourite gaming platform: GameCube.
  • Tools of the Trade: paper. pen. pencil. heart.

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:iconnightlylies:
thank you for the watch, :heart:.

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if you're reading this,
then you're still alive. whether
that be a good or bad thing,
you mean the world to me.
:iconcassondrachic:
you are very welcome! (:
:iconphotodaemon:
WOO HOO! I can stalk you again. LMAO ... it's nice to have the stalk-ee back. It's been quiet around here what with me sitting and uh ... umm, planning ... stuff ... LOL. Sure. Haha.

HI! Welcome back my dear. I'll go through and fave some stuff and read the new posts and all that jazz very soon.

I like the new ID by the way :D
:iconphotodaemon:
Woo Hoo! You're welcome. It's the look! It's always the eyes. That's the cool part about 'the look'. Hehe.

Okay okay ... on to the commenting ;)
:iconsharosudo:
whats crackalackin?

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And on the seventh day, God said, "Let there be Blastoise." And the armored turtle did descend upon the world, bringing laughter and insanity to all the children who were graced with his presence - =deviantinvader
:iconspookychild:
Thanks for the watch!

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If I had a nickle for every time I changed my signature, I'd be making money in a very strange way.
:iconcassondrachic:
you're very welcome. thanks for the artwork! ^.^

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